This could be the end...

Sorry to be so very emo, but I am stressing hard core about some stuff lately. As most of you know, Nana is in horrendous health. She is literally on her death bed and her doctors have told us that stress is the number one thing we need to keep her from.
Well, tell that to the fuckers that are her two youngest children. They seem to relish in the fact that all they do is cause drama and confusion. The man my mother was married to (who may or may not be my father) is the worst. Not only is he a meth head, but he also has been "taking care"* of the son my aunt dropped at his doorstep when her abusive boyfriend decided he didn't like him.
Now after a few months of my 14 year old cousin being with this asshole, my aunt, his mother has decided she wants him back. She is planning on going and picking him up as soon as it stops snowing or some such. Now, you may think this would be a good thing right? Wrong. Her boyfriend has threatened them both with guns, hit her so very hard that he knocked her teeth out, and has promised to one day kill her. Not the best home life for a child, I am sure you will agree.
This is the problem, no one wants to do anything about it right now, for fear that Nana will get so upset she dies. My aunt going and picking my cousin up is a wonderful thing in the aspect that he will no longer be given drugs and told to "fuck as many girls as possible, if they offer it, TAKE IT!", but this asshole that is my grandmother's only son will no doubt call my grandmother and tell her all about it. I have come to think he can't help it, he has to tell someone, anyone, just how bad his life is. He has to have someone feel sorry for him, it justifies (to him) the drug use, the verbal and physical abuse, everything. If someone is "oh, so very mean" to him, he is the victim.
The point I was trying to make, badly at that, is that when he calls my grandmother she is going to flip the fuck out. She has no problem whatsoever pointing out the flaws of everyone else, but him. To her, he is perfect. Exactly what a man should be; he watches porn constantly, he is unable to be monogamous, and he has no problem beating the shit out of women and children if they "misbehave". Nana wants my cousin to be with him, so he can have a "father figure". This is the same person who makes crude remarks about 13 and 14 year old girls and what he would like to do to them, laughs hysterically at the fact that he fucked my brother's childhood beyond all repair. This man is quite possibly the worst human being to have ever been born.
I hate him with everything that I am. He makes me physically ill to see him or worse yet, have to talk to him.
I am going to take great pride in telling him to fuck off and die a horribly painful death after Nana goes. It is the only thing I am looking forward too in this whole mess.


* Meaning he is letting him drink; take all the drugs he wants and have tons of girls over. Basically letting him do whatever he wants too, and only saying anything when he can't join in.