K, so today is the big day! Britney Spears tonight!!!!1eleventyone!!1! I wanted to leave by noon since I have to drive to Dahlonega and pick my Stevers up. It is now 9:30 and Gary is still asleep. While this doesn't seem to be an issue, aside from the fact that this is going on a month he has slept in every single day; he wont let me leave until he gets the oil changed. I went and asked him what time he was planning to get up (he completely missed my sarcasm) he says "11:30 or so..." .
Umm. What.The.Fuck?!
I told him yesterday that I needed to go and get Zach some clothes, get gas, and be on the way by noon. I will repeat it, just cause I can, HE IS STILL FUCKING ASLEEP! He says he didn't get to sleep very much last night, so he needed to sleep this morning. Well, I suppose it doesn't matter that I never get to sleep, or that I am not only the sole caretaker all day, but also all goddamn night too. So, I guess I will be rocking a ponytail tonight, since I can't straighten my hair while watching the kids.
I'm just fucking over it. I know that he wont get up with them tomorrow either. I will get home at God only knows what time tomorrow morning, and I will have to get up and be up all day.
I mean, it comes to a point when working and paying the bills just isn't enough. I need help. I don't have any, and I am going fucking insane. If I say anything, I am bitching and ungrateful for all the wunnerful things he does. I mean, holy shit, he needs sleep too! Staying up all night playing computer games and downloading music is hard, y'all. ::eyeroll::
I am so stressed out, about everything. Nana is getting worse by the minute, I got so fucking scared yesterday with Abby having problems, I just can't take anything else. I am starting to think I won't make it through this. I'm not that strong, I just hide it well. LOL
Let's pray all this is over soon, or I am going to explode and hurt alot of people's feelings.
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