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Please for the fucking love of God, if I ever lose custody of my children, don't let it be in Carrollton, Ga!!

So my aunt and cousin have court ordered counseling for their "issues"; mainly the one where she threw him away to a known drug addict and child abuser. Aaanyway, the three of them had a counseling secession tonight, and he (my mom's ex husband and father to my brother) shows up FUCKING SKUNK DRUNK! And you know what, he took Mikey home with him. In the car. By himself. Apparently he acted like an ass the whole time (SURPRISE!) and interrupted the secession multiple times. I can only pray that the counselor will be telling the judge about all this, I will throw the biggest Goddamn fit EVER if Mikey is placed permanently with him.

Vickie isn't helping. She hasn't done anything the judge has asked her to do by way of finding somewhere else to live. My mom even told her tonight that she should go and stay with Nana, that way she could help take care of her and Mikey would be far away from all the bullshit down there. Vickie said she would never live with Nana again, she treats her too badly. I really need an emoticon that has it's head shaking right now.

I know what you are thinking, probably something along the lines of "lolwhut?". It's what I have been saying all night long. Oh, I almost forgot, fucktard (ex father type person) said that "I've already raised my children, and even have grandchildren. Having Mikey has been a blessing, I get to see some of the things I could have done differently with my kids; to help give them a better life. It has made me a better father and grandfather."

I'll wait while you die laughing.....

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Better? No? Ok....

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Ok, really I have to cook dinner!

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Anyway, just in case you don't know, my children have seen him 5 times. My daughter, is almost 4 years old. I haven't heard from him since he told me that "talking to me that way will leave a really bad taste in your mouth" all ominously. He tries to intimidate me with every turn, and make me fear him. That was actually his catchphrase when we were growing up: "They will either respect me or fear me. I don't really care which.". And he didn't, and still doesn't. As long as we do what he wants and tremble in his presence he is happy. I can see that war is going to break out as soon as Nana is gone.


Is it bad that I can't wait?